100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 13

A picture of your favorite band or artist

They are my inspirations. They are the reason I listen to music. They are the love of my life. They are the most amazing groups in Asia. They are the most talented groups ever produced. They are the record breaking artists who have proven again and again that they are and will remain the best.

I had been in the DBSK fandom since 2004. I am an OT5 fan. I will support all 5 of them and will continue to wait till we see them back together again. :)

I knew about AKB48 just last October of 2010. I became an instant fan the moment I laid eyes on my oshi, Maeda Atsuko. :) I've been following their sister groups SKE48 and NMB48 as well.

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 12

A picture of something you love

Books. I love reading. I love libraries. I love bookstores. I love the smell of a new book. I love the smell of an old book. I love how reading can be informative and how it can take you to worlds that may or may not exist. It's an adventure, a history, a great story. If I would be given the chance to work in a library, I might never leave and just read and read and read. :)

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 11

A picture of something you hate

I have arachnophobia. I am terrified of spiders. I don't plan on finding out how to cure my fear. I know I will never be cured. Even looking at pictures [yes, even that drawn one I used] make me nauseous. When I was searching for a picture, I was careful not to see anything that would freak me out. :( I just can't stand them.. If I see them crawling to a room, trust that I won't go to that room unless I see their dead body. If I see them, I scream for my mother to kill them. My mother has told me time and time again not to freak out and have her kill those huge spiders because they contribute in the 'food chain' but I just can't stand them.

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 10

A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with

Maechan DongsaengUnni

I didn't ask permission to post this.. She's gonna flip when she finds out. xD But.. just as the challenge suggests, she's the person I do/can do the most messed up things with. Mainly because though we no longer belong to the same 'main' fandom, we respect each other's differences and we make the most of our similarities. :) I met Mae unni online way back in April 2006 and we've met at least 4 times already, the last one was back in September when we went to MOA to watch BlockB. :)

I met her in a Super Junior forum and maybe because our age were the closest [most of the fangirls in the forum were at least 6-7 years younger than me in average] that's why we got along instantly. And maybe the fact that we share the same 'pervy' thoughts and 'cracked' minds made us close. xD

Though we were both busy doing our own thing now and we haven't talked/chatted in YM in such a long time, we're still close. :) And we're making plans of stalking people next year... LOLOLOLOL

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 9

A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

I'm serious. He really is that person. I know you might think that it's the 'typical' fangirl answer but I can't be more serious than I am now. You know the song 'Close by Westlife'? I'm going to quote some lines that made me remember Jaejoong...

"You give me strength .. You give me hope .. You give me someone to love someone to hold"

Jaejoong is an extremely important person to me. I respect him with all my heart and I accept his flaws. Yes, I know he has flaws. No, I am not your typical fangirl. I don't act like "OMFG AKakjfalkj I'm gonna marry Jaejoong, He's mine.. STFU. He's mine~ WAaaaaahh !!!!!11111"... I spazz, yes, but never that way... And yes, there are actually fangirls like me~ :)

I suppose you can't really say that I've been through a lot. I haven't experience the kind of grief that most people do, I haven't had my heart broken to a point where I had to break down or do something stupid to myself. You can consider me lucky but I think I'm just ... careful. Maybe weird. Or dull? Boring? Whatever it is that you think about me.

But Jaejoong had been ... such an inspiration, such a strong hold for me to keep going, maybe not with life in general but with the fandom. He had inspired me to stay strong and not give up. When the fandom was striving to keep our faith together, he's been always there for us. He, who's in the middle of all this chaos and should be the one hurting, has been keeping us strong and trying his best to keep us together, at some point the one who comforts us. He is a very special person. And I hope nothing but for him to be happy in life. To a point where I don't really care if I don't end up happy with mine, just as long as he is happy in his own life. :)

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 8

A picture that makes you laugh

I actually had to look at all the pictures I've saved but because most of my personal pictures are 'gone', I had to choose what I thought was the most appropriate one for this. But it's not like I don't laugh whenever I see this photo. xD I had to hide the faces behind the picture because I didn't ask for permission to post it. xD

They're my friends from my previous work place. The photo was taken from an event at the office. We had this "Santa Cruzan", I think June 2009, where the selected girls of each team pose as escorts and the selected boys will be their muses. xD I'm actually part of it because back then I was the only female member in the L3 team so I had no choice but to comply. xD Back to this photo.. they're my friends and they're in our [Tagalog] term, "magkakabarkada". It was intentional that they were the ones chosen from their teams and they agreed just for fun! xD

Looking at it just... xD OMFG LOOK AT THEIR BODIES HAHAHAHAHA. xD

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 7

A picture of your most treasured item

I couldn't decide which one is my most treasured. If my house was caught on fire, these are the 3 things I'm going to save first. Yes, no matter how heavy my 2 boxes of DBSK merchandises are. -__-

I can't live without my ipod. There was a time last week when it just turned off and refused to turn on for more than 30 minutes, I silently cried because it has everything I need to go on in life. 8O Surprising? Yes, it's true. My ipod was the reason why I was able to stay sane when people started ganging up on me. I listened to the music I uploaded in it and my gloomy life becomes brighter. And no matter how ancient it is [it's a 2nd generation ipod touch], I treasure it a lot. [Proud to say, I'm the first one to have it in my previous workplace esp when people think it's just an expensive mp3/mp4 player... all thanks to our Jaejoongie, who influenced me to buy it 3 years ago!]

Of course, I treasure my laptop. It's a year old now and it's been my best friend for as long as that. :) I had wanted a Sony Vaio laptop for the longest time and I'm glad I got one. I 'might' be switching to another one next year though. [Not a Windows one, hoho]...

And I'm a crazy fangirl, therefore I treasure my merchandises! :) They're proof of my undying love for my boys and proof of my hardwork as a fangirl. It makes me proud seeing I collected so much items to support my boys... esp since some of them are 'limited' items.. ^^

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 6

A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day

No, not Jaejoong but Jiji, his cat XD. I know the meme said 'person' but I can't help it. I want to be Jiji for a day. I want to be hugged by Jaejoong, get played at by Jaejoong [not in the perverted way of course] and just sleep beside him and be held by him [again, in an innocent way ok? geez.. xD] I want to be able to observe him for a day without fear of getting sideeyed as a stalker. LOL. To see how he spends his day and be part of that day. Yes, even as a cat. -__- We, Jaejoong stans, are miserable, I know... for wanting to be a cat, just even for a day. D8

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 5

A picture of your favorite memory

This will forever be one of my favorite memories! :) The first time I saw our boys... the first time I heard them sing live... The first time I went to so much trouble just for my boys.. The first time I went out of the country... The first time I traveled miles away with friends.. And I'm glad to have gone through the trouble of going to Thailand for my boys... I can proudly say that I've seen them all perform as a group, I've seen them perform their classic, "Love in the Ice" live... :)

Here's the details from that night: My Epic Fail Fanaccount

100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 4

A picture of your night

Wait, don't give me that look... :\ Let me explain what this means... basically, this is how my night is. After watching the news and the TV Drama 100 Days to Heaven, all I do is go online till I decide that it's my bedtime. x| I know, it's boring but that's basically how I love spending my night. Twitter, Tumblr and occasionally, Facebook... some forum and news sites to check what's new in Fandom...