100 Day Photo Challenge : Day 9

A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

I'm serious. He really is that person. I know you might think that it's the 'typical' fangirl answer but I can't be more serious than I am now. You know the song 'Close by Westlife'? I'm going to quote some lines that made me remember Jaejoong...

"You give me strength .. You give me hope .. You give me someone to love someone to hold"

Jaejoong is an extremely important person to me. I respect him with all my heart and I accept his flaws. Yes, I know he has flaws. No, I am not your typical fangirl. I don't act like "OMFG AKakjfalkj I'm gonna marry Jaejoong, He's mine.. STFU. He's mine~ WAaaaaahh !!!!!11111"... I spazz, yes, but never that way... And yes, there are actually fangirls like me~ :)

I suppose you can't really say that I've been through a lot. I haven't experience the kind of grief that most people do, I haven't had my heart broken to a point where I had to break down or do something stupid to myself. You can consider me lucky but I think I'm just ... careful. Maybe weird. Or dull? Boring? Whatever it is that you think about me.

But Jaejoong had been ... such an inspiration, such a strong hold for me to keep going, maybe not with life in general but with the fandom. He had inspired me to stay strong and not give up. When the fandom was striving to keep our faith together, he's been always there for us. He, who's in the middle of all this chaos and should be the one hurting, has been keeping us strong and trying his best to keep us together, at some point the one who comforts us. He is a very special person. And I hope nothing but for him to be happy in life. To a point where I don't really care if I don't end up happy with mine, just as long as he is happy in his own life. :)