Confessions

Ok so I skipped a day. -__-

I have not been successful with my sorting either. I'm so lazy. Out of focus. Procrastinate a lot. A lot.

And I have read a lot of DBSK Confessions on tumblr. I will post some here and talk about my reaction after I read them. [photo credits: DBSK Confessions Tumblr]

"I think Jaejoong was hurt the most after what happened. He started losing weight and looked tired all the time. It really breaks my heart to see him like this."

I don't really like how the person who confessed this thinks of Jaejoong in her/his first sentence. Jaejoong isn't weak, he isn't strong either. But why do people think he is 'that' weak. Yes, Jaejoong was badly hurt but if anything, I think he was the strongest of the five. Because if not, he wouldn't be able to talk freely about what happened and how much he misses the other two. Yes, everyone was hurt but noone can know who got hurt the most unless we know the whole story, which sadly will never be told. :(

His health might have something to do with the split but it was not entirely or literally because of the split. He was really buff back when he was filming SunaNare and that was after the split. He didn't look tired even after filming the drama. He looked really good during the Thanksgiving concert and A-Nation. He started losing weight when they started doing the showcase, and he lost more right before the worldwide concert started. And now, he's losing more because of his drama. He only started to look tired when they started getting busy again. I remembered looking at him before the concert tour started and thinking he's so thin that he reminds me of his Rising Sun days. He might lose some more as they are still filming and he still gets less sleep than the others.

And yes, it does break my heart to see him how he is now, tired and thin but this is Jaejoong. He knows how to live healthy. He will be back in shape in no time. :) And I bet he knows how worried his fans are for his health so he's going to do something about it for sure. :) 

"I wonder if they'd ever had sex together."

I think it doesn't just speak of the 3, I think the person who confessed this meant it for the 5 of them. I was surprised when I first saw it but it really does make you wonder. I mean, it crossed my mind a lot of times too you know. They're 5 healthy young men who couldn't date freely if they want to and has 'urges'. And this is not because they're my OTP but when I read this, the first couple that came to mind was YunJae. xD I just had that weird feeling that if there's such a thing as members doing it, it would probably be them. xD Or maybe I read too much YunJae smut that it's eating my brains. xD

"I hate having to pretend I like Yunho everyday when deep inside I wish that he would show that he cared more about DBSK."

I was seriously shocked when I read this. Whoever confessed this is a big Yunho anti on the inside. What is wrong with you? What kind of world have you been living in? I get it that you dislike pretending you like him but to think that he doesn't care that much for DBSK, that's just BS. Yes, it didn't make me excited to know that him and Changmin decided to continue on as DBSK without the other 3 but did you even know why Yunho agreed to that? He wants to protect DBSK. He wants to keep it going as they wait for the other 3. He doesn't care? What makes you think he doesn't? Are you his conscience? -__- I wish people would just stop judging these boys based on what they think they know. They're much more passionate than people think. Yunho cares, ok? He cares so much that I know he's willing to do anything to protect the members. Fangirls believe this. I believe this. I believe in him. 

Ugh, that's about enough. I will do the same thing later or maybe tomorrow. I'd be doing an AKB48 Confessions reaction too. :) /goes back to watching Vampire Diaries lol